我.....=懦夫

我发现了...
现在的我...
已经变了.........

从前的我...
无论做什么事情
疯狂的...
傻傻的...
可笑的...
都不会觉得害怕.......

但是...
现在的我...
变得
胆小的...
害羞的...
懦夫似的...
不如从前的胆大...

现在的我...
就连对你说声
“你最近还好吗？”
这种
简简单单...
温馨的...
问候的勇气...
都没有了.........

我...
到底怎么了???

从前的我...
不是为了爱情都失去理智的吗？
不是为了爱情任何事都敢做的吗？

是我从前...
无知吗？
幼稚吗？
天真吗？

为什么从前会不顾一切为了爱...
为什么现在的我那么懦弱...

虽然我感觉到...
你害怕面对我....
但是...
其实...
我害怕面对你的程度远远超越了你害怕面对我的程度....

我想...
在我之前的伤口...
还未恢复前...
我都没有那种勇气面对你...

因为...
之前的伤口上...
总是被别人洒上一堆又一堆的盐巴......

懦弱的我...
害怕再度受伤害....

爱......
真的需要勇气....

所以...
我只能选择偷偷的...
喜欢你.....

但...
我也希望...
你能接受我...

感谢我的老婆Blogspot......

突然~~~~~~~~有一种很感谢的感动...
感谢有一个這样的空间...
让孤独的人能尽情享受说话...
然后重新释放自己...
更感谢自己是他们需要支持时
伸出手分享分担他们的故事的那个人...............

Bor!ng~+Suff3r~ L!f3

After spm lo...nothing to do...
everyday just stay at home or back to grandmother home...
so boring...everyday just sms,on9,watch movie...after tat nothing to do edi...
summore still will miss bout some gal la...haha^^
she work edi...cant sms her...bt actually is nt dare sms her...
dono wanna chat bout wat...nothing can ask...
summore still scare she wont reply my msg...hard to meet her edi lo...
27th Dec gathering she didn go also...so pity...after genting trip i didn meet her anymore...
when miss her just only can take out the pic n c nia...
haizz...sumtime feel so suffer coz i cant meet her...
n also will regret y i didn treat her so much...summore still dono y will make her so scare me...
maybe is Bcoz my face same as monster...n also very wicked...
haizzz...hard 2 found a ppl who r same as me will suffer like tat...
tat my fate...my bad luck...no any gal will dare stick with me...
maybe will alone n be a old ppl until going ending to my life.....................................................