我发现了...
现在的我...
已经变了.........
从前的我...
无论做什么事情
疯狂的...
傻傻的...
可笑的...
都不会觉得害怕.......
但是...
现在的我...
变得
胆小的...
害羞的...
懦夫似的...
不如从前的胆大...
现在的我...
就连对你说声
“你最近还好吗?”
这种
简简单单...
温馨的...
问候的勇气...
都没有了.........
我...
到底怎么了???
从前的我...
不是为了爱情都失去理智的吗?
不是为了爱情任何事都敢做的吗?
是我从前...
无知吗?
幼稚吗?
天真吗?
为什么从前会不顾一切为了爱...
为什么现在的我那么懦弱...
虽然我感觉到...
你害怕面对我....
但是...
其实...
我害怕面对你的程度远远超越了你害怕面对我的程度....
我想...
在我之前的伤口...
还未恢复前...
我都没有那种勇气面对你...
因为...
之前的伤口上...
总是被别人洒上一堆又一堆的盐巴......
懦弱的我...
害怕再度受伤害....
爱......
真的需要勇气....
所以...
我只能选择偷偷的...
喜欢你.....
但...
我也希望...
你能接受我...
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Monday, January 5, 2009
感谢我的老婆Blogspot......
突然~~~~~~~~有一种很感谢的感动...
感谢有一个這样的空间...
让孤独的人能尽情享受说话...
然后重新释放自己...
更感谢自己是他们需要支持时
伸出手分享分担他们的故事的那个人...............
感谢有一个這样的空间...
让孤独的人能尽情享受说话...
然后重新释放自己...
更感谢自己是他们需要支持时
伸出手分享分担他们的故事的那个人...............
Sunday, January 4, 2009
Bor!ng~+Suff3r~ L!f3
After spm lo...nothing to do...
everyday just stay at home or back to grandmother home...
so boring...everyday just sms,on9,watch movie...after tat nothing to do edi...
summore still will miss bout some gal la...haha^^
she work edi...cant sms her...bt actually is nt dare sms her...
dono wanna chat bout wat...nothing can ask...
summore still scare she wont reply my msg...hard to meet her edi lo...
27th Dec gathering she didn go also...so pity...after genting trip i didn meet her anymore...
when miss her just only can take out the pic n c nia...
haizz...sumtime feel so suffer coz i cant meet her...
n also will regret y i didn treat her so much...summore still dono y will make her so scare me...
maybe is Bcoz my face same as monster...n also very wicked...
haizzz...hard 2 found a ppl who r same as me will suffer like tat...
tat my fate...my bad luck...no any gal will dare stick with me...
maybe will alone n be a old ppl until going ending to my life.....................................................
everyday just stay at home or back to grandmother home...
so boring...everyday just sms,on9,watch movie...after tat nothing to do edi...
summore still will miss bout some gal la...haha^^
she work edi...cant sms her...bt actually is nt dare sms her...
dono wanna chat bout wat...nothing can ask...
summore still scare she wont reply my msg...hard to meet her edi lo...
27th Dec gathering she didn go also...so pity...after genting trip i didn meet her anymore...
when miss her just only can take out the pic n c nia...
haizz...sumtime feel so suffer coz i cant meet her...
n also will regret y i didn treat her so much...summore still dono y will make her so scare me...
maybe is Bcoz my face same as monster...n also very wicked...
haizzz...hard 2 found a ppl who r same as me will suffer like tat...
tat my fate...my bad luck...no any gal will dare stick with me...
maybe will alone n be a old ppl until going ending to my life.....................................................
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Th3 Worlcl W@5 17 Fa!r
Some of Th3 PpL very EaSy to be a couple..........
Bt some of Th3 PpL wait so long still didn hav Gf or Bf.....
example like me.....tis all is B'coz face pRoBl3m....T.T
I didn hav any confidence.....
didn hav a l3ngzai face.......
didn hav money...................
didn hav IQ+EQ..................
Just same as a rubbish~~~~~~~~~~
Wat i wan also cant get it~~~~~~~~~~
I n3v3r hav @ Dr3am Com3 Tru3~~~~~~~~~~
I n3v3r hav @ GaL Fri3nd~~~~~~~~~~
I n3v3r hav @ GaL accept me~~~~~~~~~~
Summor3 i also dono y i will come to tis world~~~~~~~~~~
V3ry suffer~~~~
Bt some of Th3 PpL wait so long still didn hav Gf or Bf.....
example like me.....tis all is B'coz face pRoBl3m....T.T
I didn hav any confidence.....
didn hav a l3ngzai face.......
didn hav money...................
didn hav IQ+EQ..................
Just same as a rubbish~~~~~~~~~~
Wat i wan also cant get it~~~~~~~~~~
I n3v3r hav @ Dr3am Com3 Tru3~~~~~~~~~~
I n3v3r hav @ GaL Fri3nd~~~~~~~~~~
I n3v3r hav @ GaL accept me~~~~~~~~~~
Summor3 i also dono y i will come to tis world~~~~~~~~~~
V3ry suffer~~~~
Tr@v3l On Genting^^
So long time didn go genting play edi...
My class was edit a trip 2 go genting..
So happy coz finaly can go genting...
Summore is SOMEBODY lie us say didn go genting...
Bt finaly she also follow us go genting....
VeRy H@ppY when i kNow she gt go....haha...
On tis few day...our trip play until very crazy n out of control...
V sure shout very loud when playing even a normal game..very funny..
The 1st day...i didn sleep at whole night..coz at room keep "gang" with friend...
Summore my friend come from other trip ask me 4 drink some..
Until morning only back to hotel.... T.T
Bt tis was very nice trip..
i will never 4get watever V play....wherever V go...
Wish can make a trip to other way again.........................................................
My class was edit a trip 2 go genting..
So happy coz finaly can go genting...
Summore is SOMEBODY lie us say didn go genting...
Bt finaly she also follow us go genting....
VeRy H@ppY when i kNow she gt go....haha...
On tis few day...our trip play until very crazy n out of control...
V sure shout very loud when playing even a normal game..very funny..
The 1st day...i didn sleep at whole night..coz at room keep "gang" with friend...
Summore my friend come from other trip ask me 4 drink some..
Until morning only back to hotel.... T.T
Bt tis was very nice trip..
i will never 4get watever V play....wherever V go...
Wish can make a trip to other way again.........................................................
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
1-1@pPy 3nding
Finaly....my friend was 4giv the other 3 friend edi...
B'coz they 14NOv go CH home do revision....b4 they back,
they felt scare n say "Sry~~HS"
so, we be back friend..
now....we still can play..can laugh..n do revison 2gather again...
Bt...just only left me....tat gal still dn1 4giv me....
watever i do watever i say also is useless...
i know i now attitude very bad...bt when i change also didn hav ppl saw...
when i change bad....everybody also say....
now i just only can regret y we quarrel..y the thing will be serious like tis...
haizzz...
B'coz they 14NOv go CH home do revision....b4 they back,
they felt scare n say "Sry~~HS"
so, we be back friend..
now....we still can play..can laugh..n do revison 2gather again...
Bt...just only left me....tat gal still dn1 4giv me....
watever i do watever i say also is useless...
i know i now attitude very bad...bt when i change also didn hav ppl saw...
when i change bad....everybody also say....
now i just only can regret y we quarrel..y the thing will be serious like tis...
haizzz...
5A6 SPM前的遭遇..
在SPM前一个礼拜的星期二........................
这天的早上,刚好几个朋友打算去到一个我不敢面++恨对的女生家温习功课..
所以..................
我就没去咯..只好在家做睡猪...哪知晚上去到另一个朋友家...他才告诉我出事了!!
他们因为玩弄我在中学认识最最要好朋友...所以就96咯...这五个人就此被他block咯!!!!!!!
过后他们一直想很多借口来挽回!!!!!!!
但...........................
还是没成功......哈哈!!!!!!!!!!
终于多一个人站在我"船"上了^^......
但事情到现在还没到ending....
可怜的是我朋友面对的其中一个是曾经喜欢的女生咯.........
可怜噢..........
感觉很像在拍连续剧哦...哈哈!!!^^
这天的早上,刚好几个朋友打算去到一个我不敢面++恨对的女生家温习功课..
所以..................
我就没去咯..只好在家做睡猪...哪知晚上去到另一个朋友家...他才告诉我出事了!!
他们因为玩弄我在中学认识最最要好朋友...所以就96咯...这五个人就此被他block咯!!!!!!!
过后他们一直想很多借口来挽回!!!!!!!
但...........................
还是没成功......哈哈!!!!!!!!!!
终于多一个人站在我"船"上了^^......
但事情到现在还没到ending....
可怜的是我朋友面对的其中一个是曾经喜欢的女生咯.........
可怜噢..........
感觉很像在拍连续剧哦...哈哈!!!^^
Sunday, November 2, 2008
毕业心声
毕业了..很舍不得你们..舍不得我们曾经在一起的每一分每一秒..真希望我们永远不用分开..虽然我们都必须分开..但希望你们能记得我们唱的真正意思..虽然我曾经伤害过你们,在此向你们说声抱歉..希望你们能原谅..希望我们的友情永在心中.......
Thursday, October 16, 2008
|-|@izzz
Aiyoyo..
SPM was coming soon leh..
so scare my result will bad!!!!
felt stress!!!stress!!!stress!!!
After SPM many friend will away..
somebody go college...
somebody go university...
somebody works...
somebody remove their residence...
somebody change theri hand-phone number..
Haizzz....hard 2 meet after SPM!!!
I....................Hate..........................It!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&*
SPM was coming soon leh..
so scare my result will bad!!!!
felt stress!!!stress!!!stress!!!
After SPM many friend will away..
somebody go college...
somebody go university...
somebody works...
somebody remove their residence...
somebody change theri hand-phone number..
Haizzz....hard 2 meet after SPM!!!
I....................Hate..........................It!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&*
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
关于2@爱情
上帝赐给了世上的每一个人:
两条腿来走路,
两只手拿东西,
两只耳朵来听,
两只眼睛来看...
但是它只给了我们一颗心...
因为它把另外一颗属于你的心放在别人的身上..
让你慢慢的去寻找..
只要你用真心慢慢的去寻找..
另一颗心一定在天涯海角的
某个地方..
某个人身上等待你..
当这两颗心结合在一起的时侯,
人们梦寐以求的真爱就会因此而出现.....
两条腿来走路,
两只手拿东西,
两只耳朵来听,
两只眼睛来看...
但是它只给了我们一颗心...
因为它把另外一颗属于你的心放在别人的身上..
让你慢慢的去寻找..
只要你用真心慢慢的去寻找..
另一颗心一定在天涯海角的
某个地方..
某个人身上等待你..
当这两颗心结合在一起的时侯,
人们梦寐以求的真爱就会因此而出现.....
真心不一定能得到真爱
爱一个完全不爱自己的人感觉好痛苦..
为什么用真心去爱一个人终究换来的并不是真爱而是孤单与全身的伤..
难道注定我就是没办法跟自己心爱的人挽手终老吗??
难道我收到的只有<好朋友卡>而没有<情人卡>吗??
有时我还是很羡慕那些花花公子..
虽然他们不能真心对待..但至少他们都能跟喜欢的人在一起..
只怪我学不会他们的花心..
所以只好让痛苦一直陪在我身旁...
为什么用真心去爱一个人终究换来的并不是真爱而是孤单与全身的伤..
难道注定我就是没办法跟自己心爱的人挽手终老吗??
难道我收到的只有<好朋友卡>而没有<情人卡>吗??
有时我还是很羡慕那些花花公子..
虽然他们不能真心对待..但至少他们都能跟喜欢的人在一起..
只怪我学不会他们的花心..
所以只好让痛苦一直陪在我身旁...
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
爱情没有100%完美的
天底下的爱情没有100%完美的,就像罗密欧与朱利叶,梁山伯与祝英台..
都不能与自己爱的人白头到老..
虽然有些人能与自己喜欢的人长相思守;
但有些人却只能默默等待..
无条件的为爱的人付出..
虽然有些人最终得到了他们理想的爱情..
但相反的,有些人却眼睁睁看着自己爱的人与他人交往,拍托,甚至于嫁人..
最终得到的却不是<爱>,而是让人痛苦一生的<孤独>!!
所以,趁还来得及的时候..
赶快去争取自己的理想爱情..
别等到错过了才后悔..别等到失去才想挽回!!
都不能与自己爱的人白头到老..
虽然有些人能与自己喜欢的人长相思守;
但有些人却只能默默等待..
无条件的为爱的人付出..
虽然有些人最终得到了他们理想的爱情..
但相反的,有些人却眼睁睁看着自己爱的人与他人交往,拍托,甚至于嫁人..
最终得到的却不是<爱>,而是让人痛苦一生的<孤独>!!
所以,趁还来得及的时候..
赶快去争取自己的理想爱情..
别等到错过了才后悔..别等到失去才想挽回!!
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